lately im not quite myself;;

[KAYLIN AUSTIN]

How beautiful you really are
never seems to be expressed
her favored life is gone now
all she needs is you back

``KAYLIN "kay" LEE AUSTIN }}

``fake it if you don't belong here,

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( top ten ) who's to know if your soul will fade at all
( best friends ) the one you sold to fool the world
( close friends ) you lost your self-esteem along the way, yeah
( good friends ) good god you're coming up with reasons
( average friends ) good god you're dragging it out
( partners in crime ) good god it's the changing of the
( other half ) seasons i feel so raped, so follow me down
( inseparable ) and just fake it if you're out of direction
( like family ) fake it if you don't belong here
( new friends ) fake it if you feel like affection
( acquaintances ) woah you're such a fucking hypocrite
( childhood friend ) and you should know that the lies won't
( friend of a friend ) hide your flaws no sense in hiding all of
( on and off ) yours you gave up on your dreams along the
( enemies turned ) way, yeah I can fake with the best of
( secret friends ) anyone I can fake with the best of em all
( confidant ) i can fake with the best of anyone, I can fake it all
( circle of trust ) who's to know if your soul will fade at all
( party buddies ) the one you sold to fool the world
( drinking buddies ) you lost your self-esteem along the way
( attached at the hip ) yeah fake it if you're out of direction
( name basis ) fake it if you don't belong here
( stranger ) fake it if you feel like infection
( just met ) woah you're such a fucking hypocrite

``my hands are stained with love

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( final ) well now I found myself wish i was someone
( in love ) else my hands are stained with love wish
( current ) I could take it away i hid behind
( possible future ) the shell in time the pain will melt
( unrequited love ) the shell in time the
( mutual crush ) my hands are stained with love with I
( crush on aj ) I could fake it I gave my life away
( crush on you ) there's nothing left to say I gave
( hot and cold ) my life away you take it in your way
( past, on good terms ) your take it in your own way
( past, on bad terms ) my selfish enemy still has the
( past, still feelings ) best of me empty and feeling numb
( shameless flirting ) wish I could take it away I can't
( fleeting glances ) control the need to weak to not
( past fling ) concede wish I was deaf and dumb wish I
( future fling ) could fake it I gave my life away
( secret romance ) there's nothing left to say I
( childhood sweethearts ) gave my life away you take
( one night stand ) it in your way I gave my life away there's
( sexual tension ) nothing I gave my life away you take it
( on/off ) in your way I can't pretend we're the same I
( lust ) can't pretend we're the same I can't pretend we're
( physical attraction ) I can't pretend we're the same oh now I
( fuck buddies ) I found myself wish I was someone else
( make out buddies ) my hands are stained with love wish I
( forbidden ) could fake I gave my life away there's nothing
( secret ) to say I gave my life away you take it in your own
( i think you’re hot ) way I gave my life away there's nothing left
( you think I’m hot ) to say I gave my life away you take it
( chemistry ) in your own way you take it in your own
( friends with benefits ) way you take it in your own way you take
( enemies with benefits ) it in your own way you take it in your own way

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``run with the eyes of the devil

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( fuck you ) it irks me when i get burned and i realize, i don't
( hardcore hatred ) get hurt and always, it seems I've lost my way
( dislike ) when i feel you, it's not enough and i need you to shun
( rivalry ) my touch I notice the season's ripe for change i'm weak
( friendly rivalry ) i'm weak so with every new lesson learned I could
( backstabbed ) keep you before it turns and the knowledge that
( i cheated on you ) things won't be the same now i realize that
( you cheated on me ) you have won and there's nothing to be
( physical abuse ) said or done and i notice the wind won't blow my
( verbal abuse ) way so run with the eyes of the devil and
( sexual abuse ) keep them in your dreams if you succumb to the lies
( annoyance ) of the rebel you'll cleanse yourself of me it kills me
( former friends ) to watch this fade and i realize it's all charade
( fighting partners ) and every mistake i make is the same I beseech
( friends turned enemies ) you to let me drown will it please you to
( clique rivalry ) let me down and no one can save me from the pain
( house rivalry ) so run with the eyes of the devil and keep them
( envious ) in your dreams if you succumb to the lies of the rebel
( jealous ) you'll cleanse yourself of me you'll cleanse yourself of me
( indifference ) you'll cleanse yourself of me jesus, save me! I'm weak
( tolerance ) jesus, save me! i'm weak jesus, save me! i'm weak
( avoidance ) jesus, save me! i'm weak jesus, save me! i'm weak
( miscomunication ) jesus, save me! i'm weak it irks me when i get burned
( scared of ) and i realize, i don't get hurt and always, it seems i've
( love-hate ) lost my way when i feel you, it's not enough and i need
( by association ) you to shun my touch I notice the season's ripe for change

``for all we know, this void will grow

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( trust ) take the light, and darken everything around me call the clouds
( same clique ) and listen closely, I'm lost without you call your name every
( nothing in common ) day when i feel so helpless i'm fallin' down but
( mixed feelings ) i'll rise above this, rise above this hate the mind, regrets
( good influence ) are better left unspoken for all we know, this void
( bad influence ) will grow and everything's in vain, distressing you though
( friends drifted apart ) it leaves me open feels so right, but I'll end
( respect ) this all before it gets me call your name every day, when i
( disrespect ) feel so helpless i'm fallin' down, but I'll rise above this, rise above
( protective over you ) this call your name every day, when i seem so
( protective over aj ) helpless I'm fallin' down, but I'll rise above this,
( allies ) rise above this doubt i'll mend myself before it gets me i'll mend myself
( admiration ) before it gets me i'll mend myself before it gets me i'll mend
( role model ) myself before it gets me call your name every day, when
( inspired ) i feel so helpless i'm fallin' down, but I'll rise above this
( obsessive ) rise above this call your name every day, when i seem so
( stalker ) helpless i'm fallin' down, but i'll rise above this, rise above this
( siblings ) forty eight ways to say that i'm feelin' helpless fallin' down fallin'
( cousins ) down but i'll rise above this, rise above this take the light, and darken
( other family ) everything around me call the clouds and listen closely, i'm lost
( emotional support ) without you call your name every day when i
( roommates ) feel so helpless i'm fallin' down but i'll rise above this, rise above this
( love/hate ) hate the mind, regrets are better left unspoken for all we know, this
( future family ) void will grow and everything's in vain, distressing
( other - specify ) you though it leaves me open feels so right, but I'll end this all

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